Go Ahead And Try

Does the past ever haunt you? Do you ever wish you could go back and do something differently? Every baseball season I am haunted by something that I did, or actually didn’t do when I was 12. Many springs ago, I was a little league baseball player. It was my first year of organized baseball, while my peers had been playing for years. I had never played fastball before, and those 11 and 12-year-old pitchers threw fastballs by me so fast, that to me, I might as well have been facing Nolan Ryan! While I did manage to get on base a few times by walking, my career hit total equals 1.

Funny thing is, while my parents came to most all my games, they missed the one game where I got a hit. When I hit that ball into right field, my teammates jumped off the bench and started celebrating like we had won the World Series. The other team was looking over at them, trying to figure out what the big deal was. I told the first baseman it was my first hit. Turns out my only hit.

Eventually I made it to third base, and what happens next, or didn’t happen, is what has haunted me ever since. While I was on third base, the batter squared to bunt. The infield came way in towards home, allowing me to take a gigantic lead off of third base. The pitch landed in the catcher’s mitt. The catcher slowly and carelessly tossed the ball back to the pitcher. That is when I thought, hey, I have such a huge lead off third base already, and the catcher is throwing the ball back to the pitcher so slowly, that if I break for home as soon as the catcher releases the ball, I can steal home before the pitcher throws it back! I waited for my chance. Sure enough the next pitch lands in the catcher’s mitt and the catcher repeats his same slow, careless toss back to the pitcher. However I did not break for home. Instead I thought, wait a minute. The coach is not telling me to run, and if I do get out I will look like an idiot in front of everyone. So I never tried to steal home plate. I was afraid to fail, so I never tried. Now, whenever I see Carl Crawford or B.J. Upton steal home plate, I think to myself, I could have done that too if I had just tried. Looking back now, I am sure I could have made it easily. Only my fear of failure kept me back.

I learned a lesson from standing on third base on that spring afternoon so long ago. Go ahead and try! Even if you don’t make it at least you will know, instead of wondering about it for the rest of your life, like I have. Many people are afraid to knock on a door to tell somebody about Jesus. When I was 15 years old, I learned my lesson from when I was 12, and went door to door in my neighborhood, asking people if they wanted to study the Bible. Many said “no.” At least now I knew, instead of wondering if they did for the rest of my life. One family said “yes” and later accepted my invitation to come with my family to church! Many people tell me they are afraid to give a Bible study to a friend, because they may not be able to answer a question. I tell them, just do what I do. Say, “I don’t know.” The people won’t kill you for not knowing, and you can research it later, and come back with the answer.

A story infinitely sadder than my baseball story happened while I was a Bible worker in West Texas. An elderly married couple in my church told me that another husband and wife, their friends for many decades, had both died. They sadly told me they had never tried to share Jesus with them because they were afraid they would lose their friendship if they saw how “religious” they were!  They were more afraid of losing a friend in this life, than they were of losing them eternally.

Friend, don’t be afraid of sharing Jesus. Like all things, you will meet with failure but also much success.  Jesus tells us in Matthew 24:14, that the gospel will be preached in all the world before He returns. Every time we invite someone to Jesus, regardless if they accept or reject the invitation, it is still one invitation, one decision closer to Jesus returning. Let’s remember too, that if someone rejects us it is okay. We are an opportunity, but not their only opportunity. Go ahead and try. That is better than spending the rest of your life wondering what might have been.

When Michael Jordan, a famous basketball player tried to play baseball with the Chicago White Sox, the world laughed at him. He did not make it, but his words have always stayed with me. “I am not afraid of failing. I am afraid of not trying.” If that is true in sports, it is infinitely more true in evangelism! Don’t let the past haunt you. Go ahead and try!

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Go Ahead And Try — 18 Comments

  1. Thank you for this great article. I too struggle with this "fear" at times. Some think it's about "self" esteem. I disagree. I know that when I start to feel fearful, it's because I'm thinking too much of self and not enough about Christ. When I start to feel twinges of doubt and uncertainty, I know that I must surrender control of everything to Christ again and trust that His Holy Spirit will do what I cannot do. Thanks again, for this article and for the encouragement!

  2. I love the Michael Jordan quote that you ended this blog post with—what an inspiring couple of sentences! It's so easy to back down and not try something for fear of failing, but all that does is create regret. Thank you for reminding me that regardless of whether I fail or succeed, the important thing is that I tried and that I gave it my all.

  3. Thank you for the motivation.. What stayed most in my head is I am not afraid of failing but am afraid of not trying.

  4. I thank the Lord for a comment like this for it calls for introspection. I sometime console myself that I am sent only to my fellow church mates, to partake in church activities only. I will keep trying and asking the Lord to help me reach out and tell someone. But please pray for me that I find the field. Be blessed.

    • I am learning that I can trust God to prompt me when to seek to help or "witness" to others. Often it is asking me to serve others, at home, or work, or at church. Often it seems scary, or unpleasant, but I realize Christ came to serve, not to be served and I am called to do the same.

      I believe God wants us to grow our influence with others, and in serving them, seeking to meet their needs, God is preparing me to speak a word in season to them.

      As our SS lessons have been telling us, If we spend time with God, and allow His Spirit to fill us, that Spirit brings Love, not for us to just enjoy, but to give away. Like the song says, what the world needs now is (God's devine) love, sweet love - for everyone.


  5. Thank you William for this challenging and encouraging article. I too often keep silent for fear of rejection but doing so has left a gnawing pain deep in my soul that won't go away. Or not least until I face it, and conquer it, trusting in God. Pray for me that I do so.

    God bless

  6. What a good lesson I am glad I serve a risen saviour and my prayer and my aim is to have the motivation to carry on.

  7. Happy Sabbath brothers and sisters. Wonderful article. I am gripped with this fear too. I really want to share Jesus so please pray that I will become bold through the Holy Spirit to go out and share Jesus.

  8. I thank God that people have found in this post the encouragement to overcome their fears and share Jesus. Remember, his biddings are His enablings, and He has promised to be with us as we preach the gospel until He returns to take us home. Happy Sabbath everyone!

  9. Here we Stand holding fast till He comes. Revelation 2:25. In the face of fear, we will intensify our faith, holding fast to Jesus, for Jesus who stands bedside William, will stand beside you and I.

  10. A study in human conduct in which the investigator imagines herself or himself engaged in the conduct. I do believe Williams study touched our hearts positively.

  11. Elijah feared for his life even though GOD was with him. Fear can make us not to achieve so many things. Your article has been inspiring and how I pray that the lord may remove fear in us and give us strength and confidence to witness and evangelise.


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